May 12, 2008

The funny not so funny thing about being a student...


 I made detailed sketches of all the mountains in Bulgaria,so that I can use them for our geography test(we have that right)I was working on them such a long time, then my note from the test was 2,50!!!!!Just to remind you-our notes are from 2 to 6;2 is the worst!And before-some ppl from the class had 6 just because they made one sketch!It's totaly unfair.No one was so deranged to do all the sketches but me.It's not just about the note-I'm sick of working so much and gaining nothing.

And also look at this:


On number 4 the teacher didin't gave me 10 points...Maybe the teacher was drunk(no really-ppl say she has that habit)

The good thing about it-I showed her this and she'll fix the note (and still the test was a piece of crap)


Posted on 05/12/2008 5:02 AM Comments (0)

April 24, 2008

Competition news-I WON FIRST PRIZE!!!But on another competition...

Hey,gays,I'm back...
The "South spring" competition is over...The rivals were good-for poetry their number was 25 ppl+me and... only 2 ppl were smaller than me-12 years old girl and 16 years old boy....and the oldest person was 40 years old...Everyone liked my book ,even a lot of ppl wanted to bye it,I had an interview,I watched myself on the local evening news( the city is Haskovo and it's awesome)I speaked infront of umm..idk maybe 150 ppl-I thought I'm gonna die-haha..but unfortuantely I didn't won this competition...I was a bit sad
Then I came back and I started searching  some news about the competition and I finded that I won another prize -no one told me!!!It's a competition in an art internet site-www.gissenbg.com or something...The prize is for one of my haiku poems..my rivals there were the ppl from the "South spring" competition...i undersood that before the beggining of S.s . they posted our poems in a site called umm...anteneair.com and I still don't know who voted but...this site is connected with the first one and gissenbg.com gave me a prize-WOW and now I must find more and look for the prize...:)
Nice beeing here again!!!!!Missed you.Have a great weekend!^_^
Posted on 04/24/2008 5:24 AM Comments (0)

March 18, 2008

Ekaterina Karabasheva-introduction

Ekaterina Karabasheva

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Ekaterina Karabasheva was born on 19 August 1989 in Sofia, Bulgaria. She is a prizewinner of Children competition “Space” 1999, International Children Haiku- competition – 2003, National children literature competition “Sparkles – 2004” and of Annual competition “Without Smoke” – 2004.

In 2006 she was awarded the first prize at the National literature competitions “My new five poems”, “The Soul of the Spring” and “Dora Gabe”. She received awards in National competitions like “Petya Dubarova”, “My idea of Europe”, “Hristo Fotev”, “Veselin Hanchev” and at Britain's most prestigious poetry prize for young writers “The Foyle Young Poets of the Year Award”. She was admitted to the English Poetry Society at a solemn ceremony at London’s Royal Shakespeare Theater. Ekaterina Karabasheva is the first Bulgarian to be awarded in the contest and to become member of the English Poetry Society.

In 2007 she received the first prize in the International contest for young writers “Literatur überwindet Grenzen” and in the "WordFlight Young People’s Written & Verbal Arts Project". She has published in numerous Bulgarian literature magazines, as well as in the Romanian literature magazine “Dunặrea de Jos”, in the German and English culture magazines “Paraguas”, “Junge Literatur” and “The MAG”. „On the Edge of the Earth” is her first book, with which she won an award at the National annual Competition for Debut Literature “South Spring” 2005. Her short stories and poems have been translated into English, German, Russian, Romanian, Italian and French.

 
This girl is from my school;she's 1 year older than me.I met her for a first time a mounth ago when I asked her something about the competition"South spring".I'm going to participate ti it with my haiku book.It's allways nice to compare urself with the others.Now I feel so motivated to go there and win!:)

Posted on 03/18/2008 5:18 AM Comments (0)

December 22, 2007

Excitement!!!The football match! :))))

So I taked part of a football match-me,my dear philosophy teacher,the informatics teacher,his daughter,the new gym teacher vs the german teacher and some other girls.The opponents didin't came so we played against the boys from the 12 class (the last class at school) and we were playing on the snow-we were falling all the time :P They beat us but we scored some good goals and Zdravko (Besho-my philosophy teacher) was a good door-keeper.Good job  you sweetheart!So I'll show u some pics :


 Me and Zdravko (Besho) Isn't it cute?! :P


 Zdravko ,me and one other girl



  Can u see me? :)


 And again-Desi :)


 mu-ha-ha!!!Besho helping me to take off the T-shirt....^_^


 

It was GREAT!! oh, and u see my school is pink-mu-ha-ha!!!


Posted on 12/22/2007 7:51 AM Comments (3)

December 3, 2007

Some thoughts about Ville

I believe that:

Ville is a dualist.He's writing and talking about all the people's emotions in a supreme level;at the same time he don't believe in the after life,in God.He's half the way between materialist and idealist.Even the heartagram is a dualistic symbol-life and death,love and hatred...

Ville won't be happy until he changes his point of view,until he stops thinking that he's going to moulder in the grave.I feel it that way...


Posted on 12/03/2007 1:18 AM Comments (3)

November 30, 2007

"Hadzhi Dimitar"-by Hristo Botev

 

 He's alive, he's alive! There on the Balkan Mountain
Drowning in his blood, groaning
A hero lies with a deep wound in his chest
A hero in his youth, in his prime.

His rifle's cast to one side
His broken sword the other;
His eyes dim - his head reels
As his mouth curses the universe!

The hero lies, while in the sky
The angry sun bakes down;
A harvest girl sings in far-off field
And his blood flows more quickly now!

It's harvest time ... so sing, you slave girls
Sing your sad songs! And you, sun -
Shine on that slavish land! This hero
Will perish too ... but be quiet, my heart!

He who falls in freedom's fight
Dies not - he's mourned
By earth and sky, Nature and beast,
And singers remember him in song...

By day a mother eagle lends him shade
And a wolf meekly licks his wound,
While on high a falcon - heroic bird -
Keeps watch over her brother hero!

Evening comes - the moon rises
Stars flood the vaulted sky;
The woods rustle, the wind blows -
The Balkan sings a hajdut song!

And wood nymphs in white array
Lovely, beautiful, take up the song -
Softly treading the verdant grass
'Til they reach the hero and sit down.

One binds his wound with herbs
Another splashes him with water
A third hastens to kiss his mouth
As he gazes at her - lovely, smiling.

"Tell me, sister, where is - Karadzha?
And where is my loyal band?
Tell me - then take my soul -
I want to die here, sister!"

They clap their hands, then embrace
And soar into the heavens, singing;
They fly and sing until the dawn
Seeking the spirit of Karadzha...

But it's already dawn! And on the Balkan
The hero lies, his blood flowing -
While the wolf licks his vicious wound,
And the sun bakes on ... and on!


Translated by © Thomas Butler. All rights reserved!


Posted on 11/30/2007 10:40 AM Comments (1)

"The Hanging of Vasil Levski"-by Hristo Botev

 

 O my Mother, dear Motherland
Why weep you so mournfully, so plaintively?
And you, raven, cursed bird -
On whose grave croak you with such a dread?

Ah, I know - I know you're weeping, Mother
Because you are a dismal slave,
Because your holy voice, Mother
Is a helpless voice - a voice in the wilderness.

Weep! There, near the edge of Sofia town
Stretches - I saw it - a dismal gallows
And one of your sons, Bulgaria
Hangs from it with a terrible power.

The raven croaks dreadfully, ominously
Dogs and wolves howl in the fields,
Old people pray to God with fervor
Women weep, children cry.

Winter croons its evil song,
Gales sweep thistle across the field
And cold and frost and hopeless weeping
Heep sorrow on your heart.

Translated by © Thomas Butler. All rights reserved!


Posted on 11/30/2007 10:32 AM Comments (0)

November 29, 2007

Hristo Botev-biography and works

Hristo Botev

Hristo Botev (Bulgarian: Ботев, also transliterated as Hristo Botyov) (January 6, 1848June 2, 1876), born Hristo Botyov Petkov (Bulgarian: Христо Ботйов Петков), was a Bulgarian poet and national revolutionary, widely considered the nation's greatest poet.

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[edit] Early life

Botev's house in Kalofer
Botev's house in Kalofer

Botev was born in Kalofer. His father, Botyo Petkov (1815–1869), was a teacher and one of the most significant figures of the late period of the Bulgarian National Revival, towards the end of the Ottoman rule. He had a strong influence on his son during the latter's youth.

In 1863, after completing his elementary education in Kalofer, Botev was sent by his father to a high school in Odessa. While there, he was deeply impressed by the work of the liberal Russian poets of the day. He left high school in 1865 and spent the next two years teaching in Odessa and Bessarabia. In the meantime he began creating his first poetic works and also established strong connections with the Russian and Polish revolutionary movement.

Botev returned to Kalofer at the beginning of 1867, where he temporarily replaced his ill father as a teacher. In May, during the festivities celebrating St. Cyril and Methodius (it was his father who first organised at the end of the school year such festivities which today correspond to Bulgaria's national holiday on 24 May), he made a public speech against the Ottoman authorities and the wealthy Bulgarians (whom he alleged were collaborating with the Ottomans). Botev was pressed into leaving the town as a result. He initially decided he would return to Russia, but due to lack of money instead opted for Romania, at the time an asylum for many Bulgarian exiles.

[edit] Romanian exile

Greatly influenced by the Bulgarian revolutionaries who lived in Romania, Botev led a life typical for any revolutionary. He was constantly deprived of means and even home. For some time he lived in an abandoned mill near Bucharest with Vasil Levski, the eventual leader of the Bulgarian insurgency, and the two of them initially became close friends. Later he would describe this period in his works.

From 1869 to 1871 Botev worked again as a teacher in Bessarabia, keeping close relations with the Bulgarian revolutionary movement and its leaders. In June 1871 he became editor of the revolutionary emigrant newspaper "Word of the Bulgarian Emigrants" (Duma na bulgarskite emigranti), where he began publishing his early poetic works. Imprisoned for some months, due to his close collaboration with the Russian revolutionaries, Botev started working for the "Liberty" (Svoboda) newspaper, edited by the eminent Bulgarian writer and revolutionary Lyuben Karavelov. In 1873 he also edited the satiric newspaper "Alarm clock" (Budilnik), where he published a number of feuilletons, aimed at those wealthy Bulgarians, who did not take part in the revolutionary movement.

[edit] The struggle for Bulgarian independence

The whole Bulgarian revolutionary movement was put in danger with the capture of Vasil Levski by Ottoman authorities at the end ot 1872. At the time Levski was the undisputable leader of the Bulgarian insurgency. He had established an enormous net of revolutionary committees, supervised by the Bulgarian Central Revolutionary Committee (BCRC; In Bulgarian: БРЦК) located in Romania, which had the task of preparing the Bulgarian revolutionaries for the future general uprising against the Ottoman rule. Levski was brought to trial, sentenced to death end hanged on 19 February 1873. His death was a significant blow to the morale of the revolutionary movement.

With Levski's death the BCRC was divided in two factions: Botev and his supporters backed the idea that preparations should be started for an immediate uprising, while the moderate revolutionaries, led by Lyuben Karavelov, thought that it was too early for such actions. Botev intended to start an uprising in the first possible moment, to take advantage of the international situation (the mounting tension between the Ottoman empire on one side, and Serbia and Russia on the other), as well as the fact that the revolutionary net, established by Levski, was still relatively intact and could take an active part in the preparations. As a result, the BCRC was dissolved and a new committee was set up in Giurgiu, and the preparations for the uprising went on.

His political views were close to anarchism (sometimes also described as early libertarianism) and utopian socialism and were synthesized in his Symbol of Faith ("Simvol veruyu"), modelled after the Orthodox Nicene Creed.

[edit] April uprising and Botev's campaign

Main article: April uprising

The uprising started in April 1876. The poorly armed rebels fought with great bravery and selflessness against regular Ottoman troops and the bashi-bazouks. The uprising was suppressed with extreme cruelty. Many thousands of men, women and children were slaughtered, thousands were sent to exile in Asia Minor, many more left their homes [1] [2]. The tragedy ignited the public opinion all over the world.

Botev watched the fatal events and decided to join his comrades in their struggle. For that mission he composed a 205-men-strong detachment (cheta) of revolutionaries, only some of whom possessed military experience. Whilst Botev remained the voivod of the party, as military commander was chosen the revolutionary activist Nikola Voinovski (1849–1876), who had previously studied in the Nikolaev Military High-school and served as a lieutenant in the Russian army, thus possessing the necessary military training. Standard-bearer of the detachment was another famous revolutionary—Nikola Simov-Kuruto (1845–1876). In order to join the uprising, Botev devised a plan to safely cross the Danube without letting the Romanian authorities know, fearing that they could stop him.

On May 16th 1876, disguised as gardeners, the members of the detachment boarded the Austro-Hungarian steamer Radetzky and, after a special signal, seized control of it. After that, Botev presented the political motives of his act before the captain of the steamer, Dagobert Engländer, and the passengers. The noble cause and the chivalrous manners of the Bulgarian revolutionaries made a great impression on all the people that were present aboard the ship. Radetzky reached the Bulgarian coast near Kozlodui, where Botyov and his comrades bid the captain and the passengers farewell and disembarked on Bulgarian soil. The moment was full of drama, for the news of the suppressed uprising had already spread across all Europe and the people aboard the Radetzky had no illusions about what awaited Botev and his comrades.

The detachment, with its standard in front, headed for the region of Vratza. The first news of the situation was dispiriting—the uprising was almost over everywhere, there were bashi-bazouks all over the region, no help was to be expected, so the detachment advanced to the Vratza mountains. In the morning of May 18th the detachment was surrounded by the Ottoman troops, but Botev and Nikola Voinovski organised their comrades in time, took defensive positions and started repulsing the repeated Ottoman attacks. Both sides suffered heavy losses. The detachment, in particular, lost about 30 killed and wounded, among them the standard-bearer. When the night fell, the rebels, divided in several groups, broke through the enemy lines and continued their movement towards the mountains.

The next day passed without any signs of the enemy, but it became clear, that the detachment could not expect any help from other Bulgarian revolutionaries. In the morning of May 20th, the sentries of the detachment detected advancing bashi-bazouks and 5 battalions of regular Ottoman troops. The men took immediately strong positions near mount Okoltchitza. The defense was divided in 2 sectors, commanded by Voinovski and Botev. Soon 2 battalions of enemy regulars, led by Hassan Hairy bey, assaulted the positions of Voinovski, while the bashi-bazouks turned their attention to Botev's position. Voinovski's men, with concentrated fire, inflicted heavy losses on the advancing enemy and countered its attempts to encircle them. In their turn Botev's men repelled several bashi-bazouk attacks and drove the enemy back with a furious counterattack. The fight died of its own and the Turks retreated to their camp. The detachment lost about 10 killed, the enemy—about 30. Many were wounded on both sides.

As the evening was approaching, Hristo Botev decided to survey the enemy lines from a distance and right at that moment he was hit in the chest by a bullet. The day was May 20 [Gregorian calendar: June 1], 1876. The sudden death of Botev doomed the detachment and in the following days it was routed. Only 15 men, led by Voinovski, reached the mountains, where they fell like heroes in furious fighting.

All his life, Botev inspired his followers and comrades with his passion for freedom and finally his turn had come to fulfill his oath and die for it. The inscription chiselled on the granite boulder by which he was killed reads: "Your prophecy has come true—you live on!"

Botev was survived by his wife, Veneta, daughter, Ivanka, and stepson, Dimitar.

[edit] Literary works

In 1875 Botev published his poetic works in a book called "Songs and Poems", together with another Bulgarian revolutionary poet and future politician and statesman, Stefan Stambolov. Botev's poetry refleced the sentiments of the poor people, filled with revolutionary ideas, struggling for their freedom against both foreign and domestic tyrants. His poetry is influenced by the Russian revolutionary democrats and the figures of the Paris Commune. Under this influence, Botev rose both as a poet and a revolutionary democrat. Many of his poems are imbued with revolutionary zeal and determination, such as My Prayer ("Moyata molitva"), At Farewell ("Na proshtavane"), Hajduks ("Haiduti"), In the Tavern ("V mehanata"), or Struggle ("Borba"). Others are romantic, balladic (Hadzhi Dimitar, perhaps the greatest of his poems), even elegiac.

Poems:

  • Maytze si (in Bulgarian:"Майце си")
  • Kam brata si (in Bulgarian:"Към брата си")
  • Elegia (in Bulgarian:"Елегия")
  • Delba (in Bulgarian:"Делба")
  • Do moeto parvo libe (in Bulgarian:"До моето първо либе") - "To My First Love"
  • Na proshtavane v 1868 (in Bulgarian:"На прощаване в 1868 г.") - "At Farewell"
  • Hayduti (in Bulgarian:"Хайдути") - "Hajduks"
  • Pristanala (in Bulgarian:"Пристанала")
  • Borba (in Bulgarian:"Борба") - "Struggle"
  • Strannik (in Bulgarian:"Странник") - "Stranger"
  • Ney (in Bulgarian:"Ней") "To Her"
  • Patriot (in Bulgarian:"Патриот")
  • Zashto ne sam (in Bulgarian:"Защо не съм...?")
  • Poslanie (na sveti Tarnovski) (in Bulgarian:"Послание" (на св. Търновски))
  • Hadji Dimitar (in Bulgarian:"Хаджи Димитър")
  • V mehanata (in Bulgarian:"В механата")
  • Moyata molitva (in Bulgarian:"Моята молитва") - "My Prayer"
  • Zadade se oblak temen (in Bulgarian:"Зададе се облак темен")
  • Obevaneto na Vasil Levski (in Bulgarian:"Обесването на Васил Левски")

[edit] Honours

Botev Monument in Vratsa
Botev Monument in Vratsa

Every year at exactly 12:00 on June 2, air raid sirens throughout all of the country resonate for a minute to honour those who died for the freedom of Bulgaria. People everywhere stand still for 2 to 3 minutes until the sirens are stopped.

After Hristo Botev are named:

[edit] References

  1. ^ Robert Seton-Watson, Disraeli, Gladstone and the Eastern Question: a study in diplomacy and party politics, (London: Macmillan, 1935), p58
  2. ^ "Bulgaria" in Encyclopædia Britannica. Retrieved June 22, 2006, from Encyclopedia Britannica Premium Service http://www.britannica.com/eb/article-42735]


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November 27, 2007

The world don't needs one more "sweet" love song

It seems to me that I'm in love with...No need to say that when I think of him I have shivers down my spine and in my head,or that when I talk with him my fingers are shaking...Love isn't the same,falling in love-too,but there are always some common points.

HIM- "In love and lonely" -it's the song corresponding perfectly to my condition.

And talking about love songs-I won't write one-it's not my cup of tea.As a haiku writer I don't scratch about love also...I'm not going to share my feelings in some goofy lyrics.It wasn't a good idea to share it with my friends either.They are making a joke with my emotions,making them look wicked...and originaly they are pure!I'm afraid of myself-am I deranged?!Can this be true?!-He's to close to my heart!HIM- "The Cage" -an other song,showing what's inside of me...U can see-there's one man love songs I adore-Ville Valo's.It's strange-I'm looking for the answers in his lyrics...like they are a part of the Bible.Reminds me-God is love...For what am I dreaming for-it will be bad if something changes between us.Things arent simple-how long am I going to think only of him-am I going to waste my best years in sighs.I'm happy to confide my desires,my troubles,my secrets to him,but this is the secret I won't let him know of.It's better that way...

Allright ,I can understand people writing about all their love feelings,but I don't like all the teenage boyfriends/girlfriends hysteria and stuff.It's like"nobody loves no one"-It seems that almost every teeny is dating only because the idea-"Wow-look at me. I'm cool and famous .I have 1858458340 boyfriends/girlfriends or the hotest boy/girl at school!"Or it's like-"I love the boy A,but at the same time I wanna date with the boy B and I really want to kiss the boy C!"

I prefer loving someone and not being with him than wasting my time and energy in dating with mediocre boys.God-I don't know a male my age I'm going to like.I like personalitys-different things are attractinive for me...At this teen age,we're not "completed "persons...


Posted on 11/27/2007 10:14 AM Comments (14)

November 5, 2007

Some interviews with Ville

Sunday, October 28, 2007

Shelter from the Rain: Judakris' Exclusive Interview with Ville Valo and Mige Paananen from HIM.

Since October 18, 2007, HIM have been on tour supporting their latest release of Venus Doom. It is now October 26 and the band is in St. Louis to perform at the Pageant. On this cold and rainy night, lead singer Ville Valo and bassist Mikko (Mige) Paananen offer Judakris a bit of shelter inside their tourbus for an exclusive interview.
As my friend A and I enter the bus, we are immediately impressed with the amount of Halloween decorations that take up every inch of the place. Ville and Mige stand up to greet us and offer us refreshments: coffee, water, or beer. As we get situated in the lounge area A makes an observation about the amount of yellow crime tape. As it turns out, the tape is real and not exactly a planned acquisition. According to Ville, after their recent performance in Washington D.C. someone got shot about 6 feet away causing their bus to become part of the crime scene. The band was not allowed to leave until the investigation was over. Once it was, they drove away with the tape and decided to put it to good use.
We were allotted ten minutes for the interview, and it seemed a shame to have to get serious. I don't even take my sweater jacket off because I am worried about running out of time. But, when it is all said and done, the interview stretches into just over an hour, 15-20 minutes before the band is scheduled to appear onstage. And, it honestly doesn't feel like an interview as much as it does a casual conversation. Ville is intense but both he and Mige are extremely warm and personable and very good listeners. There is not a hint of bravado during the entire conversation. They take pity on an interviewer who is not just a writer, but a fan as well. Looking back, it all could have gone so terribly wrong. It could have, but it didn't.
I have the latest issue of Blender on me, in which a letter to the editor references Ville's comment on marketing HIM dildos (with realistic casting) and states that she would be most interested in Linde's because "he must be packin!" That's where we begin, but during the course of the interview we hit a number of topics including where Ville stands with writing the next James Bond theme song, the things they miss most about home, lessons learned, and of course, Venus Doom.

But, let's cut to the chase.

K: Will we be seeing HIM dildos?
V: No we're not doing that.
K: I'm actually really glad to hear that!
M: You're not curious?
[Laughter]
K: Me? No!
A: She's only saying she's not curious.
V: [Laughter]
K: I could be, though. But, moving right along. One of the latest rumors on the web was that you had been approached by the producers of the James Bond movies to co-write or to write the next theme song for the Casino Royale sequel. Can you confirm this?
V: It's a very flattering idea. Of course it would be great. We grew up with Bond, but I've never even met those people. It's just a rumor. It's good to do little projects like that rather than the same old same old.

K: Like Synkkien Laulujen Maa? [I murder this pronunciation and am quickly corrected by Ville] I have this cd and it is beautiful. Forgive me for not knowing a lot about Finnish folk music, but is this a good example of that?
V: All the time people are asking, well, wtf is Scandinavian melancholy. To Mige: When I sung that [begins to sing] "kun mina kotoani läksin"... that explains a lot about Finnish folk music. It's not necessarily pathetic, but it's really, really sad. That song is about you leaving your home and the world is treating you really cruelly and you're falling in love and you can't get the girl you want. It's a classic, folklore type of thing. That's the stuff we grew up with as well as Kiss and Black Sabbath. So that's probably where love metal itself came from.
K: On the latest album Venus Doom, the track Song or Suicide, is that in the same vein as what you're talking about with the folksy style? It's acoustic and it reads like a poem. It doesn't have the standard song structure.
V: That was the idea, yeah. It was more like an "intimate". That's because we had a long track (Sleepwalking Past Hope) that precedes it. Like in the 70s they had a lot of that shit happening.
K: Lots of prog.
V: Yeah, well like Led Zeppelin. Or if you listen to Sabbath Bloody Sabbath, the tracks will be straightforward Black Sabbath, and then all of a sudden the third track is an acoustic intimate that lasts for five minutes. And not a lot of bands do that nowadays. It was nice to play around and not limit ourselves too much.
K: I feel like as we go farther into the future that everything has to be fast and immediate. Easy and fast pop seems to sell a lot and it's a challenge when you put something with more of an album feel, more complex, longer, etc.
V: True, but there's people that like David Lynch and there are people who love reading romantic poetry and there are people who love Stephen King. [laughs] There's nothing wrong with Stephen King.

M: No, absolutely.
V: But actually if you think of the world of literature, I guess that fiction is going in a good direction with stuff like Kite Runner. Literature seems to be becoming more proggy. The romantic novel structure is fucking dead.
M: Yeah, perhaps music goes in phases as well. People get sick of hearing the same thing. They have iPods with one song from every artist. Maybe our album was a reaction to that.
V: But there is a cool thing about iTunes. Just a couple of months back I set up my own account for the first time. It's strange, you know, if I'm all of a sudden, "what was that great song from A-Ha…The Sun Always Shines on T.V. I WISH I could hear it now." And then just you just 'click' and bring it down. I love that. It's great.
K: [Looking at A] We're obsessed with our iPods.
V: It's good.
K: Growing up in the 80s, I feel like it was all about the single. Same with the 50s or 60s.
V: Well, same with the 40s. The iTunes generation is nothing new. The medium is different, but albums started happening in the 60s. You didn't have long players before the 60s. So, this is nothing new. People want the best, which is their right, rather than spending 20 bucks on an album with only one great song. So, that's reasonable I guess. That's the thing that record labels figured out. Take Paul Anka, who got, like, 2 big hits, and they last four minutes altogether and you could put them on the A and B side of the single that costs 3 bucks. Why won't you sell an album that costs 13 bucks that has filler? Because you make more money out of it - obvious reason. Bands like the Beatles and Led Zeppelin, they changed the format. So, an album can be a conceptual piece. As musicians, we are fans as well and we keep downloading one-song wonders [correcting himself to say one-hit wonders], it's obvious that that's going to affect the way we start writing our songs. We get bored of that. So that's the reason probably Venus Doom as a whole is more like an album with more of an album flow. Some songs are longer and there is more mood in the songs, more than we've had before. That's our reaction to the iTunes 'thing,' which we still do embrace.

K: Do you have a problem with filesharing? Bootlegging?
V: Well, bootlegging is a different thing. That's always a sign of a great band: the more bootlegs you have the better, obviously.
K: Besides that you once said that when gay rumors start that that was a sign that you had made it.
V: [Taking a drag] Mmm-hmmm. When it comes to the fact that people are downloading albums for free...the making of Venus Doom took me about two years to write. I gotta live off of something. I can't tour and write at the same time. I can't have a normal day job. To Mige: What was the budget for VD? It cost like 250 K to finish the whole album, with mastering, the cover art work, everything. Where the fuck do we get the money to pay for that if we don't get people to buy the album? But then, let's say there's a reggae artist called -----, who I'm a big fan of, but that stuff was never released on cd. I found a site where I could download the album where someone recorded it from vinyl digitally. I was like "yes!" I'm definitely going to buy the album whenever it comes out on cd, definitely. That's my rule. I don't want to piss on my own leg, you know, not on purpose anyway.
K: Ha, although we've all been there. [Laughter]
V: Haha. I guess my point is that especially with young musicians who download a lot of shit for free - what they're doing there is taking money off from the record label that one day might be signing them. But the label is lacking the money so they sign the band who downloaded the stuff for free.
K: It's a vicious cycle.
V: It can be vicious and at the same time challenging. And it's great that there is through Myspace and whatever there's a possibility for bands from little tiny countries such as Finland to be heard internationally. Wherever. Whenever. That's great. I've been downloading documentaries [on this tour]. You know, watching documentaries on Alistair Crowley that were aired on BBC4 back in '92. It's never been released on dvd or anything like that. In that sense you can get a lot of material that was impossible before. Back in the day you had to write letters to people who had copied VHS to get some rare material not available anywhere else. Like bootlegs. To Mige: Like old Bad Brains gigs from fucking Munich from the year '83. Actually, Berlin, '84.

M: It's just another moral dilemma, I suppose. People actually probably don't realize that this is really a moral dilemma. It's just something that everybody does and everybody thinks is ok. [Joking] Later on you find that musicians have been dying of hunger.
K: You think about kids from working class families who don't have the money to spend on albums. They aren't thinking about that for sure.
V: But, I was the same, man. My dad was a taxi driver as a kid and my mother worked for the city of Helsinki. They didn't have shitloads of money. I had to save for a long time just to get my first, like, Kiss album. It was exactly the same thing. What we did back in the day was people would record a couple of tracks for you and if you liked Twisted Sister more than W.A.S.P. I would go into the shop and buy the TS album. They were like demos or promotional tools that allowed you to listen to some of the stuff when you didn't have the money to buy everything.
K: When I was in high school, I can remember listening to that very kind of thing. On one side it was Faster Pussycat and on the other it was Guns N Roses. GNR won. Mige, going back to your comment about musical phases or cycles, there are always bands out there who critics hail as having saved rock n roll. Is that overused?
V: I guess the whole thing means that somebody uses old parts in an innovative way.
K: Like a revival.
V: It's kind of like a reminder of why the whole thing started in the first place. At the end of the day, nowadays it seems like the savior of rock n roll is Iggy Pop and the Stooges. You see him live and you think "oh my god, that's what it's all about." Fucking sweat and blood, etc. It doesn't necessarily have to be a new band doing it.
M: It is just something that brings attention to the start of rock n roll.

V: I don't know who's really big at this moment. Nobody's like, super big that may be new. Something that happened to me musically was to fall in love with a band called Interpol. I didn't know that they are not selling a lot of copies.
K: In middle America, no. But on the coast, especially the east, they are more popular.
V: It's all about media. A lot of media is based on the east and west coast, so that's what we get in Europe. Also, acts like Marilyn Manson, he is or actually he used to be hugely popular. Or an act like Eminem. He makes a big budget video and comes to Hamburg and plays to 2,500 people. It's kind of weird to have an illusion that the media creates. But you think that somebody is bigger than life and they aren't necessarily.
M: It's a hype thing, you know.
K: [My ten minutes have come and gone] Is it time?
V: No, no, we've got plenty of time.
K: [Continues] Recently I finished reading Clapton: The Autobiography and in it he says that fly-fishing is the hobby that takes him away from the chaos. What do you guys do to retreat.
V: For me, I have actually been thinking about things I would like to do. I guess, for example, now I'd like to be back home playing acoustic guitar and writing some new songs. That's always a new step for me. You kind of like find yourself with a character you don't know. All the information you've been collecting into your subconscious comes out. In my case it comes through music and I find new aspects and new ways of looking at things, looking at yourself, and your friends through music. So, I consider being on tour, I'm like a sponge in a way. You see so many cities, meet so many people, uh, watch a lot of movies maybe, read a lot of books and get that information and then when you go back home you kind of decompress. All the information starts flowing around, hopefully the good information through the acoustic guitar. That's kind of like what I'm looking for now so I guess my big hobby is writing music.

K: Mige, what about you?
M: I have been wondering actually.
K: Well, you have a family at home which I'm sure takes up all of your free time anyway!
M: Yeah, I guess hobby would not be a good word for that, though to some people I suppose it would be! I don't have a hobby and it's something that is worrying me.
V: He's a thinker, he thinks a lot. He's like a problem solver. [Likening to life] Like mathematical problems with varying results. There's a lot of things in life where A you don't wanna and don't have to and B you can't solve.
M: But you must underline that you try.
V: You also want to do a lot of things but you don't get the chance. [Like a mom talking about a son] He loves gardening.
M: Yeah, I like gardening.
K: I heard you were a gardener in a past life.
M: Yes. In a sense I'm half the man I used to be.
K: Oh now we're quoting Stone Temple Pilots.
M: Actually, it's not that I miss having a hobby. But I keep hearing that people need hobbies.
V: But everyone does have a hobby in one way.
M: Well, I have millions of ways to spend my time.
K: Hobbies develop naturally.
V: Watching T.V. is a hobby! On tour you never get the time to concentrate on a movie or whatever. You're on tour for months and months. So you go back home to do nothing. Um, fart, cook - for yourself, obviously! haha But, finally just getting to watch a movie. That's one way of decompressing. Mine is for now, I stopped drinking so I'm not hanging in bars so what I'm doing is put my house in order. I'm still unpacking my boxes and I moved there like, a year and a half ago. So, basically my hobby is setting my place up to be the perfect place for me to play my acoustic guitar!
K: Speaking of your house... in the VD cd liner notes
V: Booklet.
K: ...booklet, there is a picture of an owl in a window.
V: That's my window sill.
K: A little menacing isn't it?
V: A little? haha We started recording VD and I had a really bad time, nearly a nervous breakdown, I woke up one morning hearing the voice of an owl. I had never seen a live owl before. Well, in the zoo, but never like this. I woke up hearing it and I said "what the fuck is that? Am I hearing voices now?" because I live in the city and we have, like, four owls. And ornithologists know EXACTLY where THEY are at, you know. That particular owl came back twice after that. I borrowed a digital camera from my producer Tim Palmer and left it on the window sill in case I had the chance to see it. We were still partying one morning at 7 AM and he came back and I shot the picture. And he has never been back. This was strange because he wasn't scared of anything, like people moving in the halls or knocking on the window or anything.
K: Ok, switching gears. What's the hardest thing about touring in America?
V: [Thinks] The carpeting. And, uh, all the pillows are filled with feathers.
K: [Laughs and looks knowingly at A.]
A: You know, I have this thing I travel a lot with my job, and it's like, every time you have to ask for the synthetic kind. Good to see someone else has the same issue!
V: That comes from living in a bus, there's not a lot of carpeting because a lot of us guys we smoke and then we have the air conditioning on all the time. That's basically the only thing that makes it hard for me as a singer. Otherwise it's fine. If I was in the rodeo or a drunkard I wouldn't have to worry about it, but I gotta sing every night so...
K: Gotta focus on the job.
V: Hoh, it's not a job- it's a hobby that became a...
K: A labor of love.
V: Yes, a labor of love!
K: What do you miss the most about home?
V: Solitude.
M: No 'me' time.
V: The road is really social, which is great as well. You get to meet a lot of people and play hopefully to a lot of people. It's just when they're a lot of people in a small container like a bus you never have 'me' time. That's the reason we stay in hotels a lot when we're on tour. Would rather stay in a shitty hotel room for a couple of hours in a day just to have your own room, you know, to center yourself, or whatever you call it. That's what I miss.

K: When you are home, do you have a lot of fans stalking you or hanging outside your window?
V: No. Finland is pretty easy. I don't have a doorbell that works so it's pretty hard to get into my fortress. You gotta have my cell phone number or be a friend to get in.
M: Finnish people are more reserved.
K: Not here so much. Stalking is a full on hobby for some!
V: [The Finns] have a respect for privacy. I've had some situations where fans have come up to the door, but normally I don't open up the door you know. It's my home. It's my own private place.
K: Where you're not on the clock.
V: Yep. So, I've been thinking about building a gate. Just imagine if you've got fans that start knocking on the door at 9:00 AM and I've just come off tour and I've got jetlag... even though their intentions might be the best, but you know, I can't be in the mood all the time. It's hard to put a smile on.
M: It is unacceptable.
V: That's the only place in the world I have my own peace. Surrounded by my books and just talk to my mom and my dad and play the acoustic guitar and read books and watch films and bake. That's what I do there.
K: That sounds almost lovely.
V: I may do that two months out of the year. The rest we're working on something so don't [you] think so. If you think about it, an average Joe works and is home five nights in the week. If the family is cool and the wife is a good cook, you know, it's fine to come home and stay in the same spot and then you have your weekends off and maybe have a holiday once a year where you go somewhere else. But we travel all the fucking time. We don't get to see any of our families. At all. And then there's the time difference. I only get maybe two months or a month and a half. Though, I keep on working when I'm home anyway, so... [being home] there's a lot of shit to sort out anyways.
K: How is it when you get home? Hard to decompress?
M: Well, it takes days. I'm not sure that you ever actually decompress. You can always get the most stuff out, but there's the knowledge that there are already future days booked. Because of that I'm not sure if you're able to totally decompress.
V: It's like a normal job when you take that vacation and you know that in a couple of months you have to go back to it.
K: Yes, we are account managers for a software company and we know the feeling when you take vacation.
V: It's not that different. We get things out of this job that you don't if you're staying in one place or whatever. Sometimes you feel that it would be nice to have a job like that rather than have to travel. For example, I'm single, I don't have a relationship, I don't 'need' to go back. You know, I've got my parents, who I care for, and my little bro- that's basically what I like when going back home. So I don't 'mind' touring and the travel. I travel a lot for promotional stuff, but it's been fine.
M: It's an attitude.
V: It's becoming easier now that I'm not hanging out in bars all the time. You really test the limits of your physicality by getting fucked up every night and touring and acting like a brat for months and months on end. Then it's harder to decompress. Even if you have just two weeks off, when you're actually sober you have a lot more time to yourself. The sleep is better. I've spent the last ten years in bars so it's almost like a new drug to be back home watching films I never had time to watch rather than puking in the toilet or waiting to get drunk again.
K: Did you find that changing your lifestyle made some 'friends' disappear?
V: Uh, nah. I can still hang in bars, I just drink coffee instead of beer. It's also been a luxury...the first time you're looking at yourself in the mirror and you're sober, your brain works and you have a lot more energy. I haven't taken that 'me' time for the past 15 years. I've been very social on and off the road. In that sense, the friends haven't gone anywhere, but I decided to not hang out with a lot of people. I've got a lot of friends who are fucking alcoholics. I don't have any problems with that. It's maybe more me making decisions than people running away from me.
K: Switching gears again. Helldone? Is it still on this year?
V: Yes, tickets go on sale next week. It's going to be three days. New Years is on a Monday, so it will be Saturday, Sunday and Monday. On the first day it's going to be, well, we're trying to sort out good A-class Finnish bands so that people can come and see a bit of what's going on in the hard rock music scene. It will be eight bands on the first night so people can get a good vibe of what we have. On the second day we have an international act there, and then a headliner and then we do New Year's Eve.

K: How long have you been doing this?
V: For about 10 or 11 years. We're trying to expand it a bit. Originally it was just a regular gig and then all of sudden we had a lot of people outside of Finland and then northern parts of Finland traveling to Helsinki just to hang with the band. We thought "let's just expand it" over a couple of nights to make it more worthwhile. A lot of people fly in and it's an interesting way to meet people who are outside of your ordinary realm. For example, South America, America, and Japan, even. It's rediculously interesting to see people hooking up with each other and making friends out of it. So, that was the idea of making it a three-day meeting point, kind of festival thing happening. We're still trying to expand it next year to make it bigger, but we're still looking for the right venues. This year it's going to happen in the same club it's always been in, Tavastia.
K: Will Hanoi Rocks be performing?
V: No. They're friends, but I had heard they will be playing a big gig with Motorhead in December and then they will do something right before Helldone in the same venue. You don't want a band who's played the same club the week before. I think that they've booked the gigs already. And, they may be a bit different from what an average HIM fan would like to see. But they are really good live.
K: Not to diminish their popularity, but Hanoi Rocks is most known for the loss of Razzle in the car crash with Vince Neil.
V: They were highly influential, but never sold a lot of records. They are a big cult band, like New York Dolls. They never sold a lot of records and still haven't, but everyone knows them, knows their story, and have fucking Johnny Thunders on their t-shirt.
K: I know all about the New York Dolls, but I could not name one song of theirs.
V: Sam Yaffa from Hanoi Rocks played bass for The New York Dolls.
M: Ah, there you go!
V: Like The Ramones. People know "Hey Ho, Let's Go" and they know the logo.
K: The seal.
V: Yeah. There are a lot of bands like that that changed the scene and were influential for other bands that actually became big.
K: [Since this is past our time, I say] I feel like I've taken up a lot of your time.
V: We can wrap it up or you can stay. We still have plenty of time.
K: Ok. Favorite venue?
M: There are so many. The one I really like is the amphitheater in Athens, Greece. It looks out over the mountains. The venue is nothing special, but the location is wonderful.
V: There are couple of festivals in Switzerland where the mountains are beautiful. When it comes to venues, in America it's great because you have a lot of old theaters.
K: Or old churches like The Tabernacle where you will be playing in November.
V: Yeah, that's a fun place as well.
K: I saw the Go-Gos there once. [Laughter from everyone]. You know, they had their time. We're kids of 80s. Also, when you have gay friends, it may be some unspoken rule that you have to see them at least once.
Tom, Tour Manager: Hey, they had the beat.
V: [Chuckles]
M: We have a lot of gay friends, too.
V: [Sarcastically] No, no. We don't have a clue about that.
V: But, you don't get cool venues like that in Europe. It's mostly old wherehouses or bars, so they're not visually that exciting. It's not like playing the Wilshire in LA or the State Theater in Detroit or yesterday we played the Congress Theatre in Chicago. Ornamentally and the paintings, it's like being in a movie. Sound-wise they are not always the best, but that's something we don't get in Europe.
K: With your music anyway, the ambience really completes the experience.
V: But we play anywhere.
K: I saw you guys twice on Projekt Revolution. And it was fantastic, but…
V: But it lacks the mood.
K: Yes. I prefer being at a HIM show, where it's you headlining. The music, the fans, the lighting, everything. It's great.
V: And obviously it's more rewarding for us as well.
K: How was PR for you?
V: It was a test of patience. When we started out, we always said to our booking agents that we'd rather play lead in a place that holds 25 rather than support someone somewhere bigger. So, we've never been doing the support thing at all. Which I'm really proud of. For example, in England where the record company didn't do shit for us in the beginning, but we still went there and it was great to see it grow in front of your eyes [over time]. So in that sense it was the first time we did tour and weren't the headliner. Also, playing in the sunlight, which I HATE. [Laughter]. Well, not that I hate the sun, but it lacks the mood, like what you were saying. And, we're not like an emo/punk band that can fit 10-15 songs in 40 minutes. We only had time to play 9 tracks. Obviously, we were able to play to lot of people who never heard us before and in that sense it was really good.
K: American fans will gladly take what they can get since you aren't always on tour over here. You performed a lot of the new material at PR. By now, do you have a favorite song(s) off VD to perform?
V: Sleepwalking Past Hope. It's challenging for us, but it's funny because there are so many instrumental parts that I can smoke fucking 3 cigarettes before the song is over. [Laughter] It's good playing Passion's Killing Floor, Dead Lover's Lane, Bleed Well.
K: I'm fond of Bleed Well.
V: That's going to be our next single. Hopefully the radio will start playing it. We'll see what happens. Now the set is taking shape. We'll start changing the set around later, but not now. Now we're fine tuning the new material live. Also, we're going to be shooting a dvd in LA during our gig. We'll see how it will turn out. It may be good, it may be a really fun night. Or it could really suck and we'll hide it somewhere in our archives. Or we'll just burn it [kidding]. But it's good, so now we're just focusing on fine-tuning the material. Trying to get a balance between the old songs and the new songs. We're trying to get the sense of drama when we're doing the set.
K: Do you ever play In Joy and Sorrow anymore?
M: Actually I was just thinking about that song.
V: Not for a long time.
M: It's a fine song. I really like that song.
V: We're trying to do 16 songs in an hour and a half. That's the max of what we can do. U2 are playing big stadiums where you can have fucking mirrorball lemons that you walk out of...
K: or that you can't walk out of!
V: So, really an hour and a half is good. There are a lot of songs like Gone with the Sin, In Joy and Sorrow, Heartache Every Moment- that's a nice track.
K: Fortress of Tears...
V: Fortress of Tears, Sweet Pandemonium- you know there are a lot of tracks that we can't fit in the set. Now we're trying to do a more 'in your face' set, more than ballady. I like it, we used to have so many slow songs in our set, and it was really moody, it was nice, but it is also nice for us to do something different. It's more challenging. Sleepwalking Past Hope is THE moody piece.
K: Join Me in Death has made a lot of my non-rock fan friends take notice. In 2000, this song made you famous in Europe. It's a wonderful song and timeless.
V: Yeah, I'm proud of the song. Hopefully we can write a song as good as that!
K: Oh come on.
V: No, we were lucky with it. It's funny, back in the day when that came out and all the radios loved it so they played it to death which meant that a lot of people who normally would never know us bought the record. Obviously that affected record sales. So, it's not even about it being a good song we just had a lot of luck. Somebody fell in love with the track and then just played it to death.
K: Your Sweet 666 is considered a seminal HIM song.
V: Oh! Playing the new material, you start to see the old stuff in a different light. We've been doing 3-4 tracks from each album, but we're not playing anything off of Deep Shadows and Brilliant Highlights.
K: Why is that?
V: It just doesn't blend that well. It was one of the albums that was so over-produced and a lot of people don't know the album that well. We used to play Lose You Tonight, Pretending, and Heartache Every Moment. I love Salt in Our Wounds and I love Please Don't Let it Go. Those were two songs I wrote on the acoustic guitar and they worked a lot better on the acoustic.
K: Last year I started playing the acoustic and chords from DSBH songs were what I used to practice. Definitely acoustic-friendly. What about You Are the One? Was that a b-side, or?
V: That was an extra track for Deep Shadows in the digi-pak edition.
K: Also a great song.
V: It's good, but it could be better. With that album we ended up in a situation where we started out recording demos and they started sounding very Queens of the Stone Age. And we LOVED it. But then things got over-worked. We ended up between tours working on the album and overproduced the whole thing. We should have stopped and rerecorded everything.
M: We had many producers coming in.
V: We had like five people mixing the album and it was just a big hassle. But it was a great learning experience, and it was something we don't want to do again. I love the songs. They just could have been better. It's also what happens, you know, we had a great successful tour supporting Razorblade Romance. A lot of bands, well, I think it happened to me, really, you know, we found out that we were successful and then when you pick up the guitar again you think it will be very easy thing to write a song. So, I could have worked harder on the songs. I love the melodies on the album, though. [Ville retires to the rest room]
M: They're not as refined as well because we ran out of time and we ran out of patience. We had been working on the same things for a long time. We were going all over trying to compete with producers and in the end we really didn't know where we were standing. But there's so much good stuff there.
K: That album stands out to me. To some degree, as a listener, perhaps as a female listener, I don't see the problems you point out, because it's full of haunting melodies and romance. But, I can understand that as the owning artist you have a totally different perspective. But there are so many people who love that album.
M: There are certainly a lot of good ideas on the album.
V: [Returns from the restroom] What?
K: We're still on DSBH.
V: Oh, it's fucked up. That was the time when we kicked out the keyboardist and we were touring and we got Burton and at the same time the expectations were really high obviously for the record company to have another "hit" album. We had to have a lot of bullshit meetings about what to do and what not to do and obviously we did what we wanted to do, but that's all the hassle you can come flying to your own work. If you've been working on one song for a fucking year you always get more and more ideas to rework and rework. To Mige: We should have just stopped, had a break, and then went into the studio and rerecorded everything. Anyway, it's a bit more wimpy to a certain extent, a bit more emotional. The vibe is more mellow.
K: Probably why I as a woman love that album! [Laughter]
V: It's a moody album and it doesn't demand too much concentration to get into the mood. You know, I'm really proud of it- just should have been more moody, more acoustic, and more melancholy. After that we did Love Metal, which was faster, then Dark Light was a bit mellow, and they all kind of reflect upon each other to have us do something different the next time around. Greatest Lovesongs, Love Metal, and Venus Doom are from one band, while Razorblade Romance, Deep Shadows and Dark Light are from another. There are two sides: one more feminine and the other more masculine.
K: The yin/yang thing.
V: Right.

And with that it is time for the band to prepare for their show. A and I thank the boys for their time, take a couple of pics, and exit the bus. Tom leaves me with this: "K, don't lose the braces!"

We head into the venue with our little photopasses, rush up to the front, and take some live shots. A review of the show with pictures will follow soon. -K

Thanks to Gabrielle, Tom, Mige, and Ville for making this happen. To see more photos of the interview, go to our buzznet site and enter the HIM gallery.

                                        Interview about the tour with Metallica

Ville Valo doesn't care about the Metallica fanatics. Even depression and the break up are left behind.

There were no booing, when HIM came on stage in their home country. Saturday evening in Ilosaari Rock Ville Valo laughed about the bustle that borned from the reception in Metallica gigs.
-In Stockholm, two dwarf apples came on stage and in Wembley a banana flew. It was more kinda fruit stress feedback, joked Valo.
Talking seriously, Ville however admitted that the warm up thing has been a surprising bad place to be in.
-If there is 60'000 people, the more fanatics are presumably there in the first row. They are surely not interested that we come there to crank our love metal. But it doesn't help being cynical.
The bad Metallica experiences didn't bring in Olympia Stadion special stresses to the band. But in Ville's opinion the home town brings its own excitement.
-The difference in Olympia Stadion is that there are watching dames, mothers, fathers and siblings.
HIM's new album Venus Doom will be released in middle of September. It's about a really personal album to Ville, because many thing are related to it, like the death of a friend and the break up with Jonna. In Revolver Magazine interview Ville told he had been through a depression while making the album. According to the singer, it's more about the album itself than his life.
-In the interview I said that the album was made from the pain of a poet and of a really deep depression. It was a thought, where I used the world's used cliché to describe that this is absolutely the best album of the career.
In any case at least in Ville's side the clichés are real: we need difficult matters so that the art can born.
-Hard hangover and bad human relationship, here are always good points of departure.
About relationships: long relationship with Jonna is definitely over.
-Jonna is maybe in the picture, but not in mine anymore, says Ville.
Are the both in fight or on good terms, Ville doesn't comment.
-I had two days vacation and I used them to celebrate my dad's 60th birthday. I didn't get the time to handle heart matters. Heart is put in a safe place, there beside the brains.
Soon there are going to be two long US tours with HIM; in Project Revolution Tour as warm up band for Linkin Park and My Chemical Romance, it starts at the end of july and after there is their own tour.
-The own tour will happen when the album comes out. It depends of it reception, the spirit there are going to be and which kind of places will be included on the tour. Of course we are excited about the reception.
At least the reception at Ilosaari was warm: the band performed 3 new songs and some old ones and got 21'000 people completely with them. The main band's set ended in traditional fireworks. The next time the band will play in Finland at the traditional New Year's Eve in Tavastia.

I don't regret
->In Ville's opinion the warm up thing for Metallica was "very cool". James Hetfield did even thank.

HIM received hard criticisms from the public and newspapers while performing in Metallica's gig. But Ville Valo wasn't disappointed.

HIM performed greatly as warm up band for Metallica in Helsinki's Olympia Stadion yesterday. The band has only performed few times after a long tour break, so Ville's voice was in good shape and the whole band had enough play passion.
The Metallica fans kept their midlle finger hidden and restrain booings.
-All was really cool, commented Valo to IS after the gig.
-My favourite from all of the gigs was Oslo.
As the warm up band for Metallica it isn't easy to success. In American fan websites we criticized already in march when we published the tours.
-I don't regret we made these gigs, said Valo.
Metallica's James Hetfield thanked at the end of the gig "the other bands of the night". If the fans are critical Metallica isn't.
-They were here to bring you joy, remains Hetfield.
HIM played 10 songs from them 4 are from the upcoming album Venu Doom. (edit: maybe a mistake, until here they were only performing 3 new songs). The promotion of the album will keep Valo busy for the next months.
The warm up thing will end in Moscow then will be the US tours. Will be also many interviews and gigs with Linkin Park.
-The feeling is really good. I had the time to spend this summer 4 days vacation, laughed Valo.

Ville Valo left the make up

-We could notice a change in Ville Valo. Last week end in Tuuri (Miljoona Rock), Ilosaari and Helsinki Olympia Stadion, Ville Valo was seen without make up. The witnesses have said he looked more mature, self confident and wiser without the make up.
Ilta-Sanomat 12.7.2007 translations

HIM's manager Seppo Vesterinen admits:
the warm up thing of Metallica was a joke

HIM's manager Seppo Vesterinen tells that HIM's ending as the warm up band for Metallica has started from a joke.
-It was just a flap. We suggest that HIM would perform in Finland at OlympiaStadion. The Metallica crew answered that they could do even 4 more gigs.
Ville Valo's band has now performed twice with Metallica, in London and in Oslo. The legendary Wembley Stadion receiver HIM by booing.
Vesterinen admits that the public wasn't that excited about the finnish band.
-We expected worst. In England it is the tradition, that we "throw stones" on the band down from the stage, when the music didn't please.
Ville valo commented on the Wembley gig right after the performing.
-All went right for the band, but some little technical problems disturbed the whole thing; Ville Valo explains the feelings from Wembley a couple of minutes after HIM's performing.
The organizer told in spring that 65'000 tickets has been sold. HIM didn't have this number of people watching them.
-40'000 people came to watch us perform. The rest were wherever they were. Maybe they didn't arrive yet or maybe they were buying beers. But in all 40 minutes of the gig I didn't get the time to count the exact number of the present people, laughs Valo.
He admitted that Wembley wouldn't be on its knees in front of HIM.
The reception was pretty good. At least no bottles were thrown at our head. And yeah, during the performing and after it someone even applauds. Hopefully not because we were finally finishing our part, jokes Valo.
-The warm up band has the reason to be humble. We are thankful that we got as the warm up band for Metallica. The warm up band shouldn't be expecting too much -the main thing is that we came to see Metallica performing, remains HIM- solist.
Vesterinen remains that HIM is not so heavy-heavy that Metallica represents.
-These are Metallica gigs and the band's fans are of course very fanatic. Favorite band is for English people as important as football.
The band Cult has also tasted HIM's fate when they were the warm up band for Metallica in 1993. Then, even in Finland tomatos were thrown.
Did Metallica themselves wish to have HIM as their warm up band?
-The managers of the band did have different warm up band suggestions. The band itself had the last word.
We say tha HIM paid Metallica to get as their warm up band.
-The main band pays the warm up band. Sometimes in 80's it was general that little bands pay to get with the bigger bands but yeah Metallica pays HIM.
HIM did never be a warm up band for such a big band before. Why a strategy change?
-Boys did the album and didn't make gigs these times. in the end of July HIM will go to make US tours where gig places would be 20'000-40'000. HIM has with Metallica a tour routine to big places.

HIM had laundries from Norway too

Ville Valo and HIM didn't have in Norway a better reception than in Britain either. The Norwegian newspaper DagBladet considered HIM to be a good choice for being the warm up band for Metallica just because after the finnish band's performing the star-band of the night can look and sound nothing but good.
-Metallica did make a wise decision to let HIM get the stage. The finnish quintet have made lose collectively even the last wish of life with apathetic and uncharismatic dark rock, says the newspaper.
Before HIM, the Norwegian metal band Turbonegro was on stage. According the newspapers, the bands performed a boring festive feeling.
-After deplorable performings nothing can go wrong.
About 40'000 people went to Valle-Hovin stadion.

                                                       June21,2007

                                     Interview Ville Valo - The Gauntlet

Ville Valo: How old are you?

The Gauntlet: Just turned umm...32.

Ville: Had to think about it? And you have two kids already?

The Gauntlet: Yes, a 6 and a 2 year old.

Ville: And you have two already? Fuck, I want babies so bad. I want a family so bad but being on the road, it would be so hard. I always have loved kids and wanted to start a family, but the problem is, being on the road for 6 months out of the year. I am right handed and my wrist is killing me.

The Gauntlet: Why is your wrist killing you?

Ville: [makes a hand gesture] I am a proper boyfriend. I am trying. It is hard. [laughs] I am such a romantic.

The Gauntlet: It is hard. I do a little publicity in the porn area so I somewhat understand.

Ville: You do! My dad has a sex shop. That's cool. What companies do you work with?

The Gauntlet: One of the companies is Extreme Associates. They do a lot of the extreme porn like blood, vomit, gore, horror and stuff.

Ville: Oh cool, vomit and blood. That's nice.

The Gauntlet: I stay away from that stuff though.

Ville: I saw a video on the net with these three chicks kicking the balls of the guy. How am I supposed to take a wank to that. There are crazy people out there for sure. It is interesting to say the least.

The Gauntlet: You gotta have some fun in life. I hate to change the subject, but you do have a new album coming out soon titled 'Venus Doom.' I just got to hear it and I must say it was great.

Ville: Thank you. We are really happy with it. Tim Palmer, our producer, was happy and the band was happy. It was a mental struggle to get all the shit together. I was going through some rough times. One of my close friends committed suicide. I wrote a song for him called 'The Kiss of Dawn.' I shouldn't have done that. I should have written about birds and ice cream cones and shit like that. But I am Scandinavian and I like to dwell in misery. That miserable cunt of a place. It was the toughest process so far, I was going through some really tough shit.

The Gauntlet: This album is more guitar heavy and less keyboard based than the previous HIM albums.

Ville: Keyboards are so fucking full blown gay. I love Duran Duran, but there is only so much you can take. There is nothing wrong with being gay. Unfortunately I am heterosexual. I have been talking to the band wishing we were gay. Imagine this massive tour bus orgy every night. It would be beautiful. We come in all shapes and sizes; genitalia and stomachs. It would be a beautiful combination of all the best love can offer. Unfortunately I am drawn to the ladies and I'd rather perform for them.

The Gauntlet: It could make for a great HIM video.

Ville: And it will.

The Gauntlet: The songs have a very elaborate setup and ending. There are also some 6-10 minute songs on there.

Ville: Through all the alcohol and drugs we do, our short term memory is fucked up. So we just keep playing the same riffs over and over. It is like a lava lamp situation. AC/DC can repeat the same music that they do. We just wanted to try some new things out. We wanted the album to be more guitar heavy as you mentioned and less gay. We wanted to have a very heavy and Sabbath-y record. We didn't want to have three and a half minute singles for the German market. It is nice to be a sonic cunt, I am very happy for being one of those.

The Gauntlet: 'Dark Light' was a very clean sounding album compared to this.

Ville: It was a little shiny. That was the idea. We just wanted it to be layered. We wanted this album to be more analog and played. Our drummer Gas is playing a lot more and is not as restricted.

The Gauntlet: While listening, I thought the song 'Sleepwalking' was going to be a piano ballad based on the intro, but that quickly was followed by a nice heavy guitar shred.

Ville: Yeah, the fucking cunty. Our wannabe Zakk Wylde-Sabbath thing. I am very proud of Linde, he is a great guy. He is a man of few words, but of many licks.

The Gauntlet: It was hard for me to get into 'Dark Light'. That album basically beat me into submission after hearing the tracks so many times. But 'Venus Doom' is something I can listen to and enjoy from the very start.

Ville: Oh really, that is interesting about 'Dark Light.' With 'Venus Doom' that's perfect, that's what we wanted. Mastodon and Machine Head just did their finest works. We just are a road sign to Black Sabbath. That is why we exist.

The Gauntlet: HIM used to play a lot of Black Sabbath songs.

Ville: Yeah, we played some songs. We also played a lot of Janes Addiction as well. I don't know if ‘flabbergasted’ is the right word. It just feels weird after all these years of work. I don't know how it sounds as I am too close to it.

The Gauntlet: From your initial concept of the album and songs to when it was finally mixed and mastered, how much variation did it undergo?

Ville: Well, it depended on how drunk I was. Things change because you just need to go with the flow. That is all you can do. Pretend that you are sonically as good as Dolly and then vomit. You have self doubts and things you want to change but you cannot change forever. You got to go with the flow and respect what is done is done. If we went back and re-recorded it, it would be different. Of course it would because I am now at a different place.

The Gauntlet: Do you feel you might alienate some of your core fanbase with this album?

Ville: Fuck them! When you do music, it is like a sonic wank, like masturbation. You need to make yourself happy. In the group we hope to make the band happy. And hopefully there will be wanks all around. That's the best way I can put it. When you start thinking about markets, you are going to be really peeing on your own legs which is why all the goth bands wear black. I fell in love, I fell out of love with things people write; literature and poetry. I feel so intensively that it makes me cry which in turn makes me write a song. That is how I work, I feel something. It is not necessarily a good place for me. I am really happy that people seem to like what we are doing. We aren't a 3rd grade goth pub rock band trying to be Andrew Eldritch [The Sisters of Mercy] without the amphetamines.

The Gauntlet: A lot of goths might be removing their heartagram tattoos.

Ville: Well you should know that when we started and I created the heartagram, I invested all my money in laser tattoo removal surgery. [laughs]

The Gauntlet: How do you keep your voice so in tune with the amount of drinking and cigarettes you consume?

Ville: I sound like a fucking choir boy if I don't smoke or drink. It takes a toll on my mentality and all that. Guitar players have their wah pedals and their distortion. I love all the raspy kind of fellows. If I can't be masculine enough from the decrease in my sperm levels from smoking, I can at least be masculine in my voice. Let's say it's a mismatch.

The Gauntlet: That's cool I guess...

Ville: No it's not. [laughs]

The Gauntlet: Any last words?

Ville: No because I am going to continue. This isn't it.

The Gauntlet: Never?

Ville: With all I have done to my physical temple, I will be dead in 4 years. I will give you my last words then.

The Gauntlet: That's a pretty bleak outlook.

Ville: Yeah. Cease the Day. My great mentor said once, 'Life is short, love is always over in the morning.' That is the bleakest thing I ever heard, but it is very true.


Posted on 11/05/2007 12:19 AM Comments (3)

October 25, 2007

+ R.I.P. David +


 

 

 This is my cat-David.He disappeared in 2004.I know he's dead.In the town where he was born(in 2002) people don't like cats,so I have a good reason to consider him not alive...   

 David and his brothers and sisters...,at the time they were my only friends.I was confiding my secrets, my dreams and fears to him.He made my childhood more pleasant and more real...

 David,thank you!You gave me the opportunity to love and to take care of someone,different than me-you!Rest in peace...


Posted on 10/25/2007 9:51 AM Comments (3)

October 21, 2007

Nightmare or "Lili,what have u done??!!!!"

Let's start from here-5 days ago-a boy called home,asking me the question:"Are you the companian?";"What?!"-I sayed,you have a mistake.Then he called again:"But,no you are,I know it's you !;"Me:"I'm not!Stop calling me!"So,it was ummm..strange and  sick.

Then after 3 days I was hanging out with my friends Lili and Simona.And...ummm,Lili said that she finded in the school's forum an announcement about a companian with apicture of allmost nude model with my heada nd mu home number and my cell phone number below!!!So I was chocked,I remembered the call and that there are ppl who are able to do such a nasty thing to me!!!Some girls from my class,who just love doing durt!And ummmmm...Lili and Simo were laughing-they are allways doing that when I'm in trouble-I hate it!:(((So I started thingking of some one who can understand me and help me somehow with give me an  useful and wise advice.... so I sended an e-mail to my philosophy teacher(he's the best  person I know and i jost love talking with him...I gave him the explanation of the problem.And God,I was so embarassed to talk about this !But well,I did it!

And then-yeasterday I was chatting with Lili,asking her where is that stupid,nasty annoncement-'cause i didn't wante to see it! But at the same time I was curious..Then lili started to laugh-she was sending me tons of [ :D] on the chat.In that moment i understood-It was a JOKE!!!ARGGGGHHHHHH!!!The lors one that Lili can think of!!!!! I didn't expected that!I remembered i sended the e-mail anddd,i wrote a new one with the new explanation,and an an apology to my teacher...and I'm waiting for the answer...Yesterday ,when Lili told me that I was jumping an hour in my room,hitting everything,walking in circle...I believe my fase was red!I was so ashamed!!!and Lili was-laughing!!!!!!!Now I'm so angry with her!!!!Meaby that will be a funny story...but for me not in this moment!!!!!I feel so stupid!!

Lili !You looney!!!!ARRRRRGGGHHHHHHH!!


Posted on 10/21/2007 12:35 AM Comments (0)

August 19, 2007

From the news...

One year old boy was teared by dogs:

The little boy,who was living in a farm was attacked and teared by 3 dogs infront of his mother's eyes.She couldn't help anymore...

 

Uniques stalactites were stolen from a watterfall:

The thiefs were catched with the stalactites,stolen and going to become a decoration for a house!

 

Come on!What's happening:( I heared these in the BG news...I'm sick of tragic accidents and of people with no morality!


Posted on 08/19/2007 10:04 PM Comments (0)

August 15, 2007

CAR CRASH

It was the 6th of august-the day my second publication appeared in the newspaper "Trud".at the time I was at the sea side with my family and we were on a holiday.I was happy looking at my haiku,my paintings and my own picture(in the newspaper)I sended some SMSs to my friends to tell them about the publication.My friend Eli answered me with a SMS.She was writing to me that she can't read it,because she's in a hospital.-She was in a car crash with an other of my best friends-Lili.and 2 other their pals.They falled from 20 metres and hit a tree!The car-totaly crashed and without sit belts...Eli was with a broken jaw,curved teeth and she hit her head...The others were OK I was shocked!A lot of bad things were happening to my friend.I know her( and my other 2 closest friends) from 3 years now.For that time she hit her head,and was in inconsciousness,she broked her leg twise(actualy the problem was in the knee).But this time it was like the worst for me.I couldn't help her a lot.i tryed to make her chill up.The good thing was that Lili amd Simo were next to her.. I was far away,feeling guilty that I'm not with her...I was in the other side of the country...I didn't told my parents about the accident..and i was suffering alone.I was trying not to show then i'm woried and not happy...and after all it was their holiday.And 15 minutes after eli send me the bad new we were going to the beach,my brother was speaking some nonsenses to me,but i couldn't  hear...I was feeling miserable.They asked me why I'm so quiet and again i didn't told them...meaby I'm strange...Relatifs were calling to congratulate me about the publication...but it doesn't matttered to me anymore.I was laying on the beach,covered with a blanket(like a dead person)I told my parents-because it's to windy and the sand is going to my eyes and thatI'm a bit cold.But the real reason was that i was sending SMSs.I wanted to write to Lili and Simo too,to find out arethey feeling OK...Lili was feeling guilty,because the idea to go somewhere with the car was hers.I tryed to calm her.It was not the same old easy going Lili...The same day i was laying on the bed,it was reining asking myself is eli going to be fine.I was drowning in dark thouhts...and then I saw a rainbow in the sky!It was a beautiful mesage-"Don't you worrey,have hope"I was feeling better...This night and the other twoI sleeped badly.I was so nervous...I wanted to speak with someone but i couldn't.The 3th and the 4th day i was not having news from eli,she was going to have an operation of her jaw...The first 3days i was still standing,but the 4th day I was angry to my parents and as I was feeling bad all these thoughts about the accident growned in my head and i couldn't stop crying for about 50 minutes...while they were thinking i'm crying,because I'm angry with them.In the evening I was finaly having good news-no jaw operation!I was feeling better-finaly.

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When I finaly saw Eli she was looking good!She was confused,being indifferent to death(which scares me!)...Now they must fix her teeth(I was so happy they are on plase-I was thinking that some of them are not in there!So I guess it's a HAPPPY END...They are all alive...it's the most important...


Posted on 08/15/2007 2:52 AM Comments (2)

June 17, 2007

А RESEARCH:)

And so,that's my research from before 2 mounths.I asked 23 ppl to describe me in 3 words.They were all different persons-friends,my bro,classmates,comrades-so,not all of them are my friends:)The result is quite interesting.Look! ^_^

 

 

1 inteligent,dependent,sweet

2 oppressed,dependent,poetic

3 domestic,indecisive, charming

4 embarrassed,dark, an artist

5 talkative, good,studious

6 chatty,likeable,shy

7 cracky,studious,exemplary

8 complex,merry,spontaneous

9 merry,strange,responsive

10 good,strange,embarrassed

11 wacky,erudite,abstracted

12 studious,annoying,cool

13 embarrassed,silent,mysterious

14 kind,clever,good

15 a little dragon,someone why try,a metal

16 strange,silent,insociable

17 nervy, silent,individual

18 imperceptible,unostentatious,not an obstacle

19 good,radiant,remarkable

20 good,crazzy,inteligent

21clever,amusing,cool

22 clever,amusing,studious

23 annoying,maniacal,aggressive

 

That's all. :)))These are the answers of the ppl who know me/think they know me/don't know me well ... 


Posted on 06/17/2007 2:24 AM Comments (3)

May 28, 2007

I'M FEELING LONELY...

A person can be sarounded by human beings and to feel lonely.That's my case...there are people who care about me,but sometimes it's difficult for me to have a good conversation with them.They are so different from me and stil,they're my friends-good friends.I'm not exactly living in the real world...because it's borring and cruel.I,m just an observer.I like to see the things happening and to think about them...but I don't want to act like a normal teenager and I can't...In a way I like to be alone-alone with my thouhts...but to be alone only with the dark thouhts-the fears ,is hard.In these moments I can't take the loneliness.At the time I'm not able to help myself...and when I don't have faith in myself..then I can't demand from my friends to have faith in me..and I'm leaving them confused.And to say "Leave me alone!" to a friend is not a good thing.So I'm having a hard time in being a bad friend and it's difficult to me to accept the people around me,because they're changing..and for me in a bad direction.That's why in the moment a lot of people are sick of me and don't want /or can't   understand me.   

I just wanted to write about it...it's not nice to lock the emotions...:)   


Posted on 05/28/2007 4:51 AM Comments (2)
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